Just a Magical Mushr00m somewhere

Hello all...
I'm a newbie here, still have to do learning a lot about using this journal tho heheh.
I'm a college student in final years who is struggling with my final assignments, and yeah, struggling and maybe enjoying my eating disorder.
I don't really know which type I am but maybe EDNOS and depressed would be a great simple statement for now.
Please do not point me out that I'm emo, lol, I'm sure I can say this because I have this suicidal though every single night  *sigh*
I will update this journal more about myself and my dreaming to have that thin and lean figure, I'm getting there soon!

Why do I make an account here?
Well, it's soo simple! I found many sites of AWESOME thinspo, pro anorexia, blah blah whatever u name it, here.
I'd looooove to join and be in the family!

For now, I won't show my face yet.
Not that ready, yes.
But I'm just not that confident enough to show it off to this world that I'm ednos/ED.
I'm salute who dare to admit but me, just not now.
It's just not the right time.
I'll submit my photos of my body only.

Soo see u in my next free time...